My goals

Well honestly I have many goals and so many things I want to accomplish and do in my lifetime but here are the major ones:

The reason I started YouTube and this blog was to help anyone going through a tough time or just struggling with themselves to know they're not alone and that healing and happiness is possible. I want to help others realize the power they hold in them and to take control of their lives and that happiness, self-acceptance, and healing is all dependant on them but there are many different ways to go about reaching that high ground. So I want to share through my past experiences and things I've learned over the years with others so that maybe it can help someone. I know a lot have had it worse off than me and that I am not a professor nor know everything, but that hopefully some of my ramblings and mumblings can make sense to someone and maybe help them. I also want to give others some ideas on how to enjoy life and make the best of what they have. Growing up I know that my family is not the most privileged but that I am so so thankful for what God has given us and that we could have it a lot worse off. And for years I complained always wanting more and always taking things for granted. I sorely wish I hadn't because I have lost much due to that. After many trials and errors I have come to learn to always be thankful for what you have, no matter what it may be.
And it doesn't matter if you're that kid that wears hand-me-downs or works harder than all the other kids to do what they love or the kid that is considered weird to others because of their passions, because as long as you love yourself and enjoy what you do, then the haters can keep hating all they want but you'll end up being the one with years and years of amazing and fulfilling memories and experiences that you'd never want to trade for even the world itself. Always think of the long-run and that yes, it may seem bad right now. But I promise that things always get better. They can't always stay bad. And if you're not here for tomorrow, who knows what it holds? Who knows what amazing opportunity might suddenly present itself to you by total happen-chance? God can work amazing miracles. Never give up guys. Tomorrow is another day and a fresh start.

Another goal is to be involved in helping others in need. Either in nursing homes, orphanages, animal rescues, or at the local yard sale I want to be active in doing good for this planet and the people and lives on it. So so so so so (I can not write enough so's) many people take things for granted and I know there are many mistakes that humans make, but sadly this is a big one. We are never guaranteed tomorrow so always treasure today and right now like it was your last. BUT instead of living it selfishly and doing something to benefit you, go and do something that would in your imaginary last day benefit someone that would be living tomorrow. Do unto others as you would have done unto yourself. And when you give you always get back. It may not always be something like cash or a physical item. It may only be a hug, sincere "thank-you", or just making someone happy but let that be enough! Let making someone's day make your day. Let making someone smile, make you smile. Give generously and not worry about what you'll get back in return, because the love that you give that is always guaranteed to come back 10 fold. Spread happiness and be happy doing so!! I can not express how happy it makes me to make someone happy and see them smile...it makes all of the hard times that it took me to get here so worth it and I would never change it for the world!

Spreading love, happiness, and goodness to others is not easy. We all have our bad days and that's okay! We just have to realize that one day shouldn't take us down and stop us. Remember why you do what you do (whatever that may be) and use that to motivate yourself to keep going.

I also want to help spread the concept of self-acceptance, self-love, and not judging/bullying/putting others down. Hurting others is a disguise for weakness. Even though words do hurt, don't let someone using them to hurt you get to you. Don't ignore it because eventually after bottling it up for a long time will come back to blow up at any time. Instead work through it. Realize what they've said, tell them or yourself they're wrong and move on. If they are not helping you to be a better person or lifting you up with their words they are not someone you need to be around. Recognize who your real friends are and stick with them!! If someone does go past just talking and threatens or hurts you with something other then their words, LET SOMEONE KNOW. Please reach out and ask someone to help. It will only get worse, I can promise you that.
As for self-love and acceptance, God made you to be perfect the way you are! Don't let an airbrushed picture or society's standard of a "beautiful person" stop you from being happy with how you were made. Don't let someone put a label on you or limit how you should feel about yourself. If someone does not accept you for the way you were made, they are not someone you want in your life at all. Beauty should not be determined on an outward appearance or the way someone dresses or styles their hair (or lack thereof). If you are happy with who you are, people should accept that! And the only people who wouldn't are judgmental and jealous. They are jealous of the fact that you are comfortable being who you are and they aren't! Or even if they're judgemental of something you love or do. The same thing goes. Self-love/acceptance is based on you and no one else. Don't let someone else's opinion or view of "beauty" stop you from being happy with yourself!!

As some of you know or may not, I LOVE animals, especially horses. A dream of mine is to eventually have an animal rescue and a program that brings troubled teens and children together with a hurt rescued animal and they together help each other and fix the other through love and compassion. I want it to be open to anyone and not just privileged people or someone with money. I want anyone to feel they have the chance for happiness even if it's through the broken soul of an animal who needs their kindness and love to heal and progress. Animals can do amazing things and I want people to realize what a special gift they are.

Health and fitness are another topic I want to help others realize are very important! Staying fit and eating healthy if good for the body but there is also a lot to do to keep the mind, heart, and soul healthy and "fit". God designed us to work and DO things. Even if you are injured or sick and can not do much extraneous exercises there is plenty you can do to stay fit and healthy. Eating right has a huge impact about how you function and feel. If you try to work out while eating a ton of junk food, I can tell you now that it's a bad idea. You'll end up feeling even worse than going into it. Have a good base and start eating healthy and then slowly start into a routine and schedule. Yoga is very good to stretch muscles and help blood flow both before and after a work out. Water is imperative and I can not stress that enough. Make sure to drink plenty before, during, and after exercise! It will help flush out bad toxins and will prevent muscle cramping and many other bad side-effects of a good work out. Always remember that it's not only working the body that is important. It is good to have balance all around. There are many fun and interactive ways to stay fit, so defiantly do some of everything to have a good all around base.

And the last goal I'll talk about (for now and in this post) is inspiring and motivating others. Not too long ago I gave up on life and tried to quit multiple times, but I am so glad God said it wasn't my time to come home yet. It took me quite a while but I have finally come to understand why and what my purpose is. Things will never be easy because life isn't easy, but there are SO many things that you can do to make it better. Yes there are many illnesses out there but if you give in to them then you're giving up. Never give up guys. FIGHT! There is tons you can do to fight the mental part of all illnesses. And I do recommend you get professional help. But no one can help you if you don't want to be helped.... You have to desire to keep living and fight whatever it is that you may be going through. And that is the first step to healing. Wanting to get healed and get better.
There are always people who care and so so many that do! Reach out to someone and let them know you need help, because they'll never know to help unless you take off the mask and let them know what is going on. You're never alone and there is always someone willing and wanting to help you. Friends and family who will support you is another key to healing. Even if you have one friend then let that friend be enough to help you heal! If you don't have a friend you can trust with your problems, healing is still possible!! Don't give up because you don't have a friend. And about 99% have someone willing to help and don't even realize it. Really think hard and look around you and at the people in your life and I'm very sure you'll find someone who cares :)

It's currently past 2am so I must be off to sleep now, but hope that my early morning mumblings can hopefully help someone. That is, if someone can even make sense of what I'm typing ha. I will go into further depth in each of the categories below, one at a time, eventually. But thought I'd give y'all an over-view of what to look forward to in some of the future posts. Thanks for reading. I love y'all and stay awesome!!
(PS sorry if anything above is misspelled because spellcheck isn't working and I have no idea why....)

Welcome to my blog!

So some of you may know me and some of you may not. Either way, I welcome you to my new blog!!

I've had blogs in the past, but none really "serious". They were more just posting pointless pictures of my life so that relatives could see what was going on. In a sense I'm still doing that except sharing my life with everyone to see! I have a YouTube channel in which I have recently started making videos on along with other various social medias that you're welcome to either follow me and get updates of the various going-ons in my life or contact me for any reason :)

As of writing this, I'm an 18 year old girl that has big dreams and a lot of different things, illnesses or bad situations whatever they may be, holding me back. Yet I've created this blog to not only let others know they're not alone, but that healing and reaching your goals and dreams is possible no matter what. And the keys to that are: Hope, Fiath, and Beliving in yourself. I hope that I can inspire people to fight not only for others but also for theirselves. I don't really have a set "theme" of what this blog is for (comedy, travel, how-tos, etc) but will kind of cover a little of everything and just post whatever I feel like writing. The same goes for my Youtube and other forms of social media. Honestly my life is pretty boring and due to many reasons I have actually not left my house in over 3 years. But now that I have come to terms with my problems and instead of deciding to let them control me I am fighting back and want to share my journey to healing and hopefully help as many as I can along the way. I know that I am not alone in everything I go through and I hope I can let others know this too. I have so many interests and things I love that can not be explained in one post so I guess following me to learn more eventually is a good reason to follow? I wouldn't be offended if you don't though but just know that you get no cookies.....mwa-ha-ha-ha....ha.....*ahem*

Anyways thanks for stopping by and as always never be afraid to contact me for any reason at all. I love y'all and stay awesome!